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PARA #25: Voices of Suicide
What if the voices urging you toward self-destruction aren't just in your head?
Our latest Soul Food episode confronts a reality many are afraid to discuss—the spiritual dimension of suicide and self-harm. Through Elizabeth's raw, powerful testimony, we witness how paranormal torment manifested in her life: shadows in the darkness, voices whispering at 3 AM, sleep paralysis, and four devastating suicide attempts.
For those battling similar demons—whether in prison cells or the prisons of their own minds—this episode offers more than sympathy; it provides a roadmap to freedom in Jesus.
The episode concludes with a powerful deliverance prayer specifically targeting spirits of suicide and death, offering real-time spiritual intervention for listeners. Whether you're struggling yourself or know someone who is, this episode illuminates the path from darkness to complete restoration. Share this message with someone who needs to hear that freedom is possible—spiritually, mentally, and emotionally.
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Speaker 3:Paranormal Activity Series. Hi there Once again this Friday with the paranormal activity. This is our episode to set you free. Maybe you say I want to be free from prison. That's right. Before you are free from prison, you need to be free from the one who put you in prison. We can have an episode about it. It right. Before you are free from prison, you need to be free from those spirits that led you to prison. You said I'm here because of a bad guy, a bad woman, because of drugs, because of murder. No, you are there because the spirit of incarceration put you there. Before you be free from prison, you need to be free from the evil spirit you see on your screen that says that the teeth came to kill, steal and destroy.
Speaker 3:Today's episode, we are talking about this lady, elizabeth. Yes, self-mortilated. She mortilated herself as people do in prison. She used to hear voices whispering telling her to kill herself, to take her life, and maybe over there in prison, you always hear a voice telling you to mutilate yourself. Just like Elizabeth, she had sleep paralysis, negative thoughts. She heard demons calling her name, whispering her name, and this lady, she tried to kill herself.
Speaker 3:Well, maybe this is the picture of your arm. Well, maybe this is the picture of your arm. Your arm is full of scars because you cut yourself, your arms, your legs, even your neck, your chest, and you have attempted suicide by taking pills, drinking a lot of pills. You go to the pill line, you get pills not because you are just sick, but you are collecting them, you are separating them together because you want an overdose. Or maybe, like you see shadows scaring faces and you are alone in your cell, you hear voices, like there is a voice, someone that is whispering, telling you to harm yourself or harm others. I want to show to you right now, right here on the big screen, what spirit of suicide, spirit of death, is all about.
Speaker 2:These negative thoughts manage to dominate the body. The person even surpasses the instinct of self-preservation of life. She encourages herself and then decides to put an end to everything. But what is really behind this mental illness? For many, it is difficult to believe that the voice they hear in their ear is saying take your life, no one cares about you, you are ugly. It is something only in their mind, but in reality, what is behind this voice is an evil force the spirit of death. This spirit of death makes a person feel depressed, alone and leads the person to decide to kill themselves, thinking that there is no other solution to their problems.
Speaker 3:So people just like Elizabeth suffer from evil spirits, spiritual attacks. Let us go into her testimony. I want you to prepare a cup of water. Today is for deliverance.
Speaker 4:I was at a pool. I remember I was by myself and I was in my pool and you know those negative thoughts was beating me of. You know, killing yourself, killing yourself. There's no point of you living. No one likes you.
Speaker 4:I have an uncle that is a witch doctor and because he didn't want my mom to be involved with my family, with my father, he had a lot of hate towards him and that's why he would do those evil works against my family. It came to a point where my mom, she, was ill. Once she passed away, those evil curses that was on her passed to me, and then that's when I started suffering even more with paranormal activity. At night I would see shadows, I would hear voices, I would wake up at 3 in the morning hearing someone calling my name and I would always feel like I wouldn't be able to move from my bed. And it would be exactly at the same time, around 3 in the morning and it was. I was scared. I didn't speak with anyone about it because I was afraid that people would think that I would lie or I would just want attention. I was, and I was scared to tell my dad as well, because I would think that he would never believe me. And it came to a point where I tried committing suicide four times. The first time I tried cutting my veins deeply. The second time I tried drinking bleach. The third time I tried to overdose myself with pills. And the fourth time I tried to overdose myself with pills and the fourth time I tried to drown myself with the water.
Speaker 4:I was invited to go to do the chains of prayer, especially on Fridays, because it was a prayer for deliverance and that was what I needed. Go ahead Get up. The first result I noticed is that I was able to sleep at night, but I was able to be completely free was when I received the Holy Spirit. It was during a purpose that we have in the church that is called the Fast of Daniel 21 days, and during those 21 days it wasn't easy. It was very hard because I had to sacrifice not only the things that you know of this world, like watching television, stopping on social media, but it was also to like watching television, stop being on social media, but it was also to like the spiritual part. What was mostly difficult was to let go of my past, to let go of that hate, and I was detoxicating myself from all of that, spiritually speaking.
Speaker 4:And then I said, lord, I don't accept that this fast is almost ending and I still don't receive your spirit, because I already sacrificed everything, everything that I had to let go, every single thing. So I said, my Lord, I want you to come down right now with your power and enter inside of my life completely and make me new. And there I just had this assurance in me that I wasn't the same Elizabeth anymore, with your power and enter inside of my life completely and make me new. And there I just had this assurance in me that I wasn't the same Elizabeth anymore. I didn't have to feel anything, I didn't have to hear any music, nothing. It was just me and God.
Speaker 4:There in that moment I wanted to talk about Jesus to everyone, to every single person that I knew, every contact that I had, my family. I would talk about Jesus to everyone, to every single person that I knew, every contact that I had, my family. I would talk about Jesus to everyone. And then there entered the desire and need to serve Him. Today my life is completely changed. I am free from all of that trauma, all of that anxiety, all of that paranormal activity, the suicidal thoughts. The Holy Spirit, he completed me, he filled me up and today I have peace, my family's restored Everything.
Speaker 3:He has restored me completely. She's free from paranormal activities. You are going to be free as well. Please get your cup of water over there. Close your eyes. In the name of Jesus Christ, I rebuke now the spirit of suicide. Dispersa has a plan. She has already left a suicide note inside of the cell, under the mattress, under the bed. Dispersa is now covering the cell door because he wants to take his life.
Speaker 3:The spirit of suicide. I rebuke you right now. The spirit of death that whispers to this person day and night. Kill yourself. I rebuke you. Evil spirit. Dispersa has the knife. Dispersa has, yes, a knife inside of the cell. Kills just a rope to take his life. I rebuke you, spirit of suicide. Somebody in this family also committed suicide. Somebody died by suicide. A spirit of death. I rebuke you right now. My father bless this cup of water. In the same way you set Elizabeth free way, you set Elizabeth free. Set this person free right now from this spirit of suicide. In the name of the Father, the Son, the Holy Spirit. Amen. Drink right now this water is blessed and you are free from suicide. Amen, you are blessed. Now. What you can do is to contact me. This is my number 1-888-332-4141. Or else you can go to our website that is paranormalactivitieshelpcom. You can find more videos, more prayers over there. May the God of the Bible bless all of you. You may have a good one.
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